Hiii :')

Hii,i've been crying these few days :')
Crying is my bestfriend :))
People love seeing me crying aite? :')
Thanks to those peeps that make me cried like hell.
I really appreciate that :')
To those people that i reject , im so sorry .
But im not ready for love now.
I'm afraid that my heart would be played again.
I wanna focus on my studies , but i envy seeing those couples .
I want someone that can love me , can studies with me , can make me smile , can help me .
I want someone in my life , but i guess the right person is not here yet :')
Thanks to him that make me cry for 3 days , not eaten for 3 days too .
Thanks alot , i love him so damn fucking much .
But this is all i get :')
Thanks :')